02 October 2015

So many people here at work for a Welcoming and Inclusion meeting, yet I'm doing the welcoming and I'm excluded

This is Layla
 So Layla's been with me for 2 months now and she's adjusting pretty well. Just ask Christine, she hardly ever barks at her anymore! I mean sure, she howled at me a little last night, but that's cause I LEFT her.

I mean look at that little faaaace.

I'm clearly very coherent when it comes to talking about my baby doge.

This is Layla being a spoiled baby that I love lots

Also, fun news for me anyway, I went to the Campus Union last night and saw Burnie Burns speaking in real life and we got to see a clip from Lazer Team and he talked about his life and starting RoosterTeeth and there were fun embarrassing pictures of like Geoff and Gus and stuff and it was fun. I'm guessing it was also *inspirational* and all too, but I'm not so great at being a content creator so mostly I was there for the seeing Burnie Burns IRL aspect.
That's Burnie
I did have an idea for a blog when I was there, because he was talking about the evolution of the internet and how they like fill new niches and find areas that aren't already being filled with competition, and I was like, hey I'm at work and run out of things I can do on the internet because a lot of content is audio/video based and I can't watch videos while working so what the internet needs is stuff to read at work. But then I realised, I don't even post here on my existing blog and also I'm the worst.

Where Do Broken Hearts Go: hint it's my house

Counted all my mistakes and there's only one ahahahahahaha
Standing up on a list of the things I've done
All the rest of my crimes don't come close     yeah don't even mention all those fires, they don't come close
To the look on your face when I let you go  Is this like a Mufasa kind of situation

So I built you a house from a broken home  
Then I wrote you a song with the words you spoke   Is this a reference to Better than Words
Yeah, it took me some time but I figured out
How to fix up a heart that I let down

Now I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Trying to find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?    hey hey hey guess what, Zayn

Get a taste of your lips on the tip of my tongue
It's at the top of the list of the things I want
Mind is running in circles of you and me
Anyone in between is the enemy  space is the enemy

Shadows come with the pain that you're running from
Love was something you never heard enough
Yeah, it took me some time but I figured out
How to fix up a heart that I let down

Now I'm searching every lonely place
Every corner calling out your name
Trying to find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?

Are you fixing it by yourself?
Or are you giving it to someone else?  When I first heard this i was totally on board with the, giving your heart to someone else to fix, but then people were talking about this and interpreting it as giving IT to someone else and I'm like, no not necessarily sleeping with someone else, but now that's what I hear
Trying to find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?

Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me where you're going
Will you be afraid?  yes
Where do broken hearts go?

Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me will you ever love me again?   there are basically only a few kinds of songs they sing, currently in love, want to be together, and I screwed everything up oh no
Love me again?
Now I'm searching every lonely place

Every corner calling out your name
Trying to find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?

Are you fixing it by yourself?
Or are you giving it to someone else?
Trying to find you but I just don't know
Where do broken hearts go?

Tell me where you're hiding now?
Where do broken hearts go?
Come on baby, cause I need you now  well, what does she need, apparently to hide from you, you selfish bastard
Where do broken hearts go?
Tell me, cause I'm breaking down sucks to be you
Where do broken hearts go?

Come on baby, come and get me out
Come on baby, come and get me out
Come on baby, cause I need you now

Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?
Where do broken hearts go?

Ok that took a turn for the bitter. Don't get me wrong, I like this song, I am just occasionally a bitter person. Also, this has been in my drafts for freaking ever with no commentary, and Four has been out for so long that I felt it was time to GET THIS OUT THERE.